I guess I've just always been a bit bad with emotions...among other things.

[ flat rubs the back of his neck, smiling wryly. ]

I mean, I'm not saying that I'm faking things! But for a while I did try really hard to act the way that people wanted me to. Even now, I know that I don't act in a way that's considered normal. It's a difference that used to be something that made me really uncomfortable...and it still kind of does, but thanks to lots of people, I think I've actually gotten better with it.